There was a Levite, a native of Cyprus, Joseph, to whom the apostles gave the name Barnabas (which means “son of encouragement”)
-Acts 4

He was named Joseph. When the people in his church saw the way he lived, they changed his name. They started to call him Barnabas, which means “Son of encouragement.” There’s not a lot of detail about what prompted the change, but it’s always filled me with admiration for the guy because I don’t know anyone who doesn’t need encouragement.

We read about Joseph/Barnabas, in the New Testament, in the Acts of the Apostles. If biblical casting awards were given, he’d be a supporting actor at best. Maybe a cameo role. His fifteen minutes of fame have to do with the ministry he shared with St. Paul. He introduced Paul to Christian communities suspicious of the recent convert. Together, Paul and Barnabas traveled from town to town, establishing new congregations. We read about their successes. We don’t read much about the failures, but I’m guessing that their holy sales job would call for lots of encouragement. Truth be told, I don’t think Paul was particularly easy to get along with. Paul and Barnabas ultimately parted ways over a disagreement. (Can you imagine such a thing happening in the church?) We don’t hear much more about Barnabas.

Barnabas came to mind because the word “encouragement” has come up in several different contexts lately, a sign to me from the Spirit that I should pay attention. It has at its core the word “courage”. Our work with congregations is focused on spiritual growth understood as a deepening love of God and neighbor. In other words, spiritual growth is a matter of the heart. And the word “courage” is also really about heart. (Note that the French word for heart is coeur.) To encourage, to be encouraged, is a matter of spiritual growth. It is a matter of the heart. While news headlines and poll results can be disheartening, I am encouraged by what I see as I move around the church.

I just came back from 3 days with 75 teenagers, a retreat/event/happening having to do with growth in love of God and neighbor. I guess I was a leader, but I really was a learner from these young people who led the weekend, and showed great courage, showed great heart. They encouraged each other, and they encouraged me. I came away encouraged about the future of our church. It was beautiful. Inspiring. So I’m wondering in my slightly sleep deprived state: How can we all participate in the process of encouragement?

In this season of Lent, marked by a call to self-examination, take this Monday morning to think about encouragement. Give thanks for those who have encouraged you in your journey. Maybe as a Lenten discipline, let those folks know that they have in some way widened your heart and helped you grow.

Think about who you might encourage in the spiritual journey. Maybe there is someone who comes immediately to mind. Maybe not. If the latter is the case, ask God to cause someone to cross your path, someone who could use encouragement. They are all over the place. It may be that our eyes need to be opened to that opportunity.

And as the week begins in this season of repentance, think about a time when have you been discouraged. What caused that to happen? How were you lifted out of that? Did you ever have a discouraging influence on someone? Newsflash: It’s a clergy pitfall. I occasionally run across a prayer in the Psalms that offers this chilling plea: “Let not those who hope in you be put to shame through me.” As I consider the number of people I meet who have been wounded by organized religion, I fear for my own participation in hampering the spiritual growth of others. I want to repent of the ways I have missed the opportunity to encourage.

Our service of Holy Eucharist ends each week with a prayer that we will be sent into the world with strength and courage, to love and serve with gladness and singleness of heart. That is a beautiful description of what it means to practice the gift of encouragement. It’s a gift we each have, one that we use sometimes, sometimes not.

How will you put that gift to work today? Let me sharpen the question: How is God calling you to put that gift to work today?

-Jay Sidebotham

May the God of steadfastness and encouragement grant you to live in harmony with one another, in accordance with Christ Jesus.

– Romans 15

If then there is any encouragement in Christ, any consolation from love, any sharing in the Spirit, any compassion and sympathy.

-Philippians 2:1

Therefore encourage one another and build up each other, as indeed you are doing.

-I Thessalonians 5

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A Collect for Grace

Lord God, almighty and everlasting Father, you have brought us in safety to this new day: Preserve us with your  mighty power, that we may not fall into sin, nor be overcome  by adversity; and in all we do, direct us to the fulfilling of your purpose; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

I’m not sure I’ve ever written one of these messages on February 29, but it gives opportunity to reflect on the gift and challenge of an extra day. What will we do with the only February 29, 2016 we’ll ever be given? Note that it falls in the season of Lent, a season for self-examination. With that in mind, what would it mean to use this bonus day for spiritual audit, a chance to look at what we’re doing and being in light of what we’re called to do and be?

I don’t know about you, but the Lenten call to self-examination can sound like a downer, an invitation to be hard on myself, to think solely about what I’ve done that I ought not to have done, what I’ve left undone that I ought to have done. There’s plenty of material there for sure. But in the same way that original blessing precedes original sin, maybe healthy and holy self-examination starts with an attitude of gratitude, remembering the ways blessings have come.

In the time of quiet that gets my day going, I try to name, often enumerate things for which I am thankful. Some days the expressions of gratitude are cosmic in scope. Some days they are mundane. Some days they come easy. On others, it can take practice, even work. It can call for special intention, even willfulness.

Then based on those daily reminders of grace, it’s possible to look at the day ahead with a focus on what I might want to become, just for that day. It’s not about the to-do list as much as it is about a sense of vocation. Can I go through the day remembering blessings? Can I go through the day with greater focus on how to be of service, and less focus on how I am going to be served? Can I go through the day with a sense of vision and embrace of goal?

And from those daily reminders of grace, it’s possible to face challenges that might come. And come they will. One mentor puts it this way: Suffering is the promise that life always keeps. The prayer above, A Collect for Grace (often said in the Service of Morning Prayer), addresses the prospect that challenge will be part of the daily narrative, as sure as the sun rises. What will it take to navigate those challenges? And what obstacles do I put in the way?

That brings me to the prayer printed below. I first ran across this prayer, early in my ministry, when I was invited to officiate at an ecumenical service in a nursing home. Our sanctuary was far from fancy. Fluorescent lights in a small activity room. But it was a holy place. The rather small congregation included saints who walked into the chapel without assistance, others who came with walkers or canes, those who came in wheelchairs, those lying on gurneys. Some congregants actively participated. Some were taken to another place by deep dementia. Some slept. I was unable to tell how much of my stirring homily was sinking in. But as able, we always concluded by offering the prayer you find below.

This is another day, O Lord. I know not what it will bring forth, but make me ready, Lord, for whatever it may be. If I am to stand up, help me to stand bravely. If I am to sit still, help me to sit quietly. If I am to lie low, help me to do it patiently. And if I am to do nothing, let me do it gallantly. Make these words more than words, and give me the Spirit of Jesus. Amen.

On this February 29, I invite you to take the leap of offering this prayer for yourself, giving thanks for the gift of this day, for the gift of all the days that follow. May you be blessed with the spirit of Jesus on this bonus day, and in all the days that follow.

-Jay Sidebotham

This is the day that the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it.
-Psalm 118

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“Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.”

Jesus said it. We read it at the beginning of Lent.

He puts the challenge about treasure and heart to each of us this season. As we heard on Ash Wednesday, it’s a season marked by a call to devotion. That means that Lent is really about what we love, about where we give our hearts. The flip side of Jesus’ statement was posed in the first centuries of the church by Abba Poemem, a desert father, who said: “Do not give your heart to that which does not satisfy your heart.”

So where do you give your heart? What are indicators of the things you treasure? Calendars and credit card statements are often a good place to start to get a read on those questions. Where are precious, scarce resources of time and money going?

Where do you give your heart? Said another way, what gives you joy and deep gladness?

The season of Lent, also intended as a period of self-examination, invites us to answer these questions. The Confession in our Prayer Book notes that we always have growth opportunity, that we have not loved God with whole heart, soul, and mind. We have not loved neighbor as self. That is all that is required of us, but in my own life, there’s not a day when I don’t fall short. The commandment is simple, if not necessarily easy.

In the work we do with congregations, we seek to make spiritual growth the focus of congregational life. We describe spiritual growth as a matter of love, the increase in love of God and neighbor. It’s all about devotion. So to channel my inner Tina Turner, what’s love got to do with it?

Conventional wisdom would suggest that you either love or you don’t. You feel or you don’t. Maybe that’s true. Maybe not. For one thing, it seems to me that this kind of growth can only unfold in the conviction that love precedes and undergirds and surrounds. Love was from the beginning. Love remains at the center. As the psalmist says: The earth is filled with your love. Instruct me in your statutes. Or as the New Testament puts it: God is love. We love God because God first loved us. By grace we have been saved.

And then I come to the writings of Howard Thurman, which have been my focus this Lent. In the book I’m reading, Disciplines of the Spirit, he quotes Oswald W.S. McCall:

Be under no illusion, you shall gather to yourself the images you love. As you go, he shapes, the lights, the shadows of the things you have preferred will come to you, yes inveterately, inevitably as bees to their hives…As year adds to year, that face of yours, which once lay smooth in your baby crib, like an unwritten page, will take to itself lines, and still more lines, as the parchment of an old historian who jealously sets down all the story. And there, more deep than acids etch the steel, will your heart, your sense of conscience, your response to duty, what you think of your God and of your fellowmen and of yourself. It will all be there. For men become like that which they love, and the name thereof is written on their brows.

What is written on your brow? Where are you giving your heart? How is that offering shaping your character? How does your praying shape your believing? These are questions of Lent, a season of challenge, but also a season of formation that leads to new life.

So we end where we began: Where are you giving your heart this day?

-Jay Sidebotham

Almighty and everlasting God, increase in us the gifts of faith, hope, and charity; and, that we may obtain what you promise, make us love what you command; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

 

 

First and last stanza of a favorite Holy Week hymn:

 

My song is love unknown, my Savior’s love to me,
love to the loveless shown that they might lovely be.
O who am I that for my sake my Lord should take flesh and die?

Here might I stay and sing, no story so divine: never was love, dear King,
never was grief like thine. This is my friend, in whose sweet praise I all my days could gladly spend.

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The particulars of our lives

Among the many blessings I’ve received in ministry: gifted predecessors who served with grace, insight and faithfulness. They made my own ministry easier, as I lived into wisdom they imparted to the congregation I would serve. One of these folks, a great guy, now a bishop (Okay, it’s Alan Gates, Bishop of Massachusetts) left a legacy of the following observation of human nature:

“I’ve never met a motive that wasn’t mixed.”

I’ve relied on that wisdom, adding the aphorism to my list of things that aren’t in the Bible but oughta be. It comes to mind often, but seems especially appropriate as we launch into Lent, a season that is a many-splendored thing. It’s a season of penitence and preparation. It’s a season that notes our wretchedness but speaks of grace and points to love. The word itself derives from an ancient word for Spring, while even here in North Carolina, it’s sub freezing.

Part of my Lenten discipline this year is to read (slowly) reflections by Howard Thurman, Dean of Howard University and Boston University, spiritual mentor to Martin Luther King, Jr and other leaders of the Civil Rights Movement, mystic, poet, preacher. He opens his book entitled Temptations of Jesus with this meditation, a reflection on the complexity and contradictions of our souls:

We bring into the quietness of Thy presence, our Father, all the particulars of our lives. We would not hold back from Thy scrutiny any facet of ourselves: The things of which we are ashamed and by which our spirits are embarrassed; the good things which we have done and the good impulses of which we are aware; those whom we recognize by ties of kinship, but with whom we have no fellowship; those who we recognize by ties of kinship and with whom we have deep and abiding fellowship; those whom we love as best we can; those whom we have not yet learned how to want to love; the quiet satisfaction of some part of us that is found in the strength of hostility and the reinforcement of bitterness of heart.

There’s more, but that’s enough to chew on this first Monday in Lent, as we subject the particulars of our lives to a season that calls us to self-examination. Part of that process is intended as reminder that we have left undone those things that we ought to have done. We have not loved God with all our heart and soul and mind. We have not loved neighbor as self. There is not a day in my life when that is not true.

But in all of that, we all can look inside and find Christ’s presence in each one of us. Okay, we may occasionally feel like Woody Allen, who said that he wouldn’t want to be part of a club that would have him as a member. But given that, and granted that we approach all of life with mixed motives, there is the fact of original blessing. We are made in God’s image. On some fundamental level, it’s all good.

The particulars of our lives may be complicated and contradictory. Lent is a season to recognize that, embracing the wisdom of Martin Luther who said we are saints and sinners at once. Having recognized that complexity, we take steps to journey in Lent towards love and compassion, away from hostility and bitterness, a journey which will take us to Good Friday, where arms of love stretch out on a cross to draw us into saving embrace.

-Jay Sidebotham

Psalm 51, read at the Liturgy for Ash Wednesday

Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love;

according to your abundant mercy Blot out my transgressions.

 

Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.

 

For I know my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me.

 

Against you, you alone, have I  sinned, and done what is evil in your sight,

so that you are justified in your sentence and blameless when you pass judgement.

 

Indeed, I was born guilty, a sinner when my mother conceived me. 

You desire truth in the inward being;

therefore teach me wisdom in my secret heart. 

 

Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean;

wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow. 

 

Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones that you have crushed rejoice. 

 

Hide your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities. 

Create in me a clean heart, O God, and put a new and right spirit within me. 

 

Do not cast me away from your presence, and do not take your holy spirit from me. 

 

Restore to me the joy of your salvation, and sustain in me a willing spirit. 

A Prayer for Christian Unity, from the Book of Common Prayer:

 

Give us grace seriously to lay to heart the great dangers we are in by our unhappy divisions; take away all hatred and prejudice, and whatever else may hinder us from godly union and concord; that, as there is but one Body and one Spirit, one hope of our calling, one Lord, one Faith, one Baptism, one God and Father of us all, so we may be all of one heart and of one soul, united in one holy bond of truth and peace, of faith and charity, and may with one mind and one mouth glorify thee; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

 

Luke 6:27-36

Jesus said, “I say to you that listen, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. If anyone strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also; and from anyone who takes away your coat do not withhold even your shirt. Give to everyone who begs from you; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again. Do to others as you would have them do to you.

If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. If you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. If you lend to those from whom you hope to receive, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, to receive as much again. But love your enemies, do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return. Your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High; for he is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.”